what that i've done this week~~

i just already started my class this week. i cannot believe that i just ALREADY started my first class after holiday but it seems like i've learned for about a month, maybe because of the assignments which keep coming and coming and keep me dying and dying..its also make me stress a bit..assingmnt..public speaking..language camp..lots more to come.but, i'm glad that i just stay here for about 2 months and not more than 3 months..i'm soo thankful for that. so! what i need to do is...LOVE things that i HATE...cuz' there's nothing much that i can do. i think that is the only way to keep things naturally happen..LOVE what you have to do and HATE what you love to do. you know what i mean right~~?like this:

i admit that i hate do assignments and all the nonsense related to STUDY...but, instead of keeping angry about that and make yourself more tension, why do not we just face that nonsense and let it happen. then, automatically, you are willing to do that for example, finish all the assignments, look for sources. not being pushed! that is important

 
 well sometimes i cant control my emotions...when something happen and i do not expect that will happen, i also easily to get piss off and cry. feel sad when something happens do not follow what i planned. but, just like everyone said...we just can organize what we want to do but ALLAH s.w.t decides because He knows what is THE BEST to us and i believe that He wants the best for us! so..why i need to worry..? everytime something do not happen according to plan, i think the positive sides. after that, i will continue to work on that things, find a solution how to make it BETTER..life just ONCE, so put a smile on your face yaw~~