how to avoid this feeling?

Allah’s test is very powerful..i’m afraid that I cannot handle it. Subhanallah…I hope I don’t easily give my heart to any other man. It’s really difficult to avoid this. As a human being, we always have a desire to love someone or to be love. But, I’m really thankful that I have naqibah and I know they will hold my hand and don’t let me go astray. I admit that everytime I hear my friends are in the relationship and they said they happy with their couple. They said, that’s make them happy, that makes their heart blooming everytime they go out together. I also have a feeling that I want somebody loves me too.I didn’t say that I hate couples but don’t you ever feel it is wrong? I mean, come on…you already know the rules in our religion, you are grown up people I mean you surely understand and know what is right and what is wrong.. Or are you trying to ignore it and close both of your eyes? Is it so hard to follow Allah s.w.t ‘s rules? Is it so hard? Come on people, you admit it, you admit that you are islam, but have you follow His rules? *sigh….

I think I’m not brave enough to advice my friends..i’m not brave enough…I’ve tried but I failed. I thought I had succeed it..but, I guess I’m wrong~ but at least I tried. It’s up to Allah now….I had done my duty to advice my friends literally…but I guess it’s not working~ should I stop? Or close both of my eyes just like them? Or keep trying and trying till the end of the world? Which one is better? Sometimes, I just wanna smile alone because I turned out to be different person here compare when I was in secondary school. When I hear my friends are in the relationship, I will support them and kept supporting them..but, now..Alhamdulillah…I have a better understanding what is Islam is all about~

But, I don’t say that I HATE my friends who are in the relationship and trying to avoid myself from being their friends…but, I will be more open and mature. And also I hope that my friends who are in the relationship or in progress to the relationship will not avoid me..I know I have to do it slowly and I know Allah will helping me in standing His religion~  InsyaAllah