My bro, Macbeth, and my beloved PS2...

I was busy with Macbeth play lately. it was a very freaking hectic to solve the backdrop, sound effects, fighting scene, the script and everything! just like Macbeth said 'full of scorpion in my mind!!' so, i seldom go to surau to plan everything and fix up what is needed. That week, it was all about Macbeth. there's nothing but Macbeth. even if i want to pray or to do anything, the dialog between me and Eqa will echoing and echoing and when i hear music, it feels like the song sing in Shakespearean language. i keep thinking about 'thou, thee, art, choke, hail, tyrant, screw your tongue to the sticking place and so onnn and sooo onnnn'...i know, those words will keep sticking in my mind unless somebody willing to brainwash me. anybody? so, automatically, my prayer not really focused...keep thinking about the play. seldom go to surau, seldom read Al-quran and others.

But, Alhamdulillah......the play finally over, end up today. i'm so happy and satisfied with my act and play because i was giving a best shot and gives to Allah s.w.t to decide. Me and my friends already worked so hard to success the play. so, what we have to do is pray.InsyaAllah we'll not fail..and the coincidence is Kak Ima wants to make Usrah tonight, so i can join them. actually, tonight..some of my friends invite me to go to the hockey match. Since the previous day I was frustrated because they canceled the plan, so it is time to cover up. I mean, It’s time to have fun at the stadium!!! plus, i've never been to stadium before. but, i don't know why suddenly i felt like did not want to go, don't know....i did not have any desire to go. so, i went to surau and have Usrah with Kak Ima, that was more beneficial.My brother, Kamarul Azuan, never offer me to watch football with him. you know, sometimes brother can act like jerks but at the same time, he can be the best partner ever and he's willing to do anything to make sure that he's little sister can get what she wants..i still remember the last few months, i wanted to buy broadband but unfortunately, Celcom did not have a student package anymore. so, he was the one who struggled to find a broadband for me. since, all the month fee are expensive, he wanted to buy separately. first, we buy modem and then use Celcom coverage. but, before we decided to buy a separate modem, i wanted him to search all the shops first. who knew maybe celcom still sell the student package. we had gone all over the places...but we could not find it, from afternoon until night. we just couldn't find it. we kept searching about 2-3 days. i almost gave up and i was tired of searching at the shops one by one. but, he did not gave up, he kept driving and driving. i felt so touched with him because i knew he also tired. finally, he called his friend so that i could get a cheap modem. after that, what we only needed is celcom coverage. there's nothing much that i can say except for thank you..yeah...maybe i can treat him Pizza hut when i get back home.

i miss my family, especially My mom and Ps2.....i still in low level in Avatar the last Airbender game. i feel very unsatisfied when i need to come back here without finishing the game. i always keep thinking about it. i've already finish the Harry Porter and the half blood prince game, it was really awesome games. it's like you really can fly with the broom stick and use different kind of charms and spells. you free to go anywhere~~~huhuh..love it! okey, just be patient...another 2 more Fridays, and then i'll be OFF! muahahah...can't wait to hug my mom, eyna, eyla, kak yong, my dad!!