Let's be more concern

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful


recently, i'm not thinking about nothing else than Gaza issue..since i posted bout how they're gonna celebrate Eid, i keep thinking about it. what i can do as muslim? i'm afraid that one day if i die, i dont know what i'm going to say to Allah and what i have done to my own religion. especially this.."a third world-war". i know there are so many ways that we can do to my religion such as boycott the Jews' brands, buy a halal products, follow the current news of Gaza and so on. i'm just a girl who is really tiny tiny compared with others. actually i have a one dream, i want to be an activist..a good activist i mean. it doesn't matter whether in environment, politics, socials, or economics perspective. but, i wanna be activist for Islam especially. i have seen lots of movies which involves activism..it attracts me. but, i know it's not that easy..sounds funny right..? you maybe think that my dream is overrated, to high,impossible and i don't know..sounds stupid..

and at the same time, i heard the news bout Indonesians burned out our flags. when i watched that news, it's really creeps me out. Kak Zu said "i'm afraid that those people (indonesian who burned Malaysia flags) will call for back up from another country and send a military back up and attack us" which really creeps me out MORE..cause there is no guarantee that we can live peaceful..right? sometimes, the powered person will say 'there's nothing going..we will secure..we will be safe' and bla bla blaaa..actually, they hide it something that we didn't know..the reason why i said so? movies always reveal the scenario like this and it happens! it portrays the reality. 


when i think of sisters and brothers in Palestine, i feel really shameful of myself because they are so brave to defending their land and will not let the jews enter their land. they are at the same time protect ISLAM. Subhanallah...how strong their believes in Allah. There's actually a reason why Allah choose Palestine. maybe because they are so strong in fighting the jews, brave.. 

i really miss the Khulafa Ar-Rasyidin system..even though i never get a chance to live in that kind of system but after read the history and how companions of Rasulullah s.a.w holding tight with Quran', it's really mesmerizing..i'm really happy when i heard before this, ISLAM ruled the world and had a one Islam leader for all Islamic countries, they were so brave and will do anything for ISLAM. but, now..we don't have the leader who can guide us. Islam seems so lost after the falling of Khulafa' Ar-Rasyidin system..Islam brotherhood now has broken, they'd rather do their own business. no one couldn't care less. now, Muslims are afraid to raise their voice loudly and together fight for Islam. compared with those years, they were willing to Syahid and strong Islam spirit to fight against our Islam enemy.but, i know Allah always beside Palestine, He helps them..I really miss Rasulullah s.a.w companions.....