chasing the infinity : Thank you Ya Allah

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Alhamdulillah,finally, got a reasonable rent house at the Permai Apartment just near campus. aku rse cm nk gila dah carik umah. sewa every month-rm360 and deposit for now rm200.amacm? bg aku, boleh r if nk compare yg lain2. but, thanks to lovely adorable housemates yg together-gather looking the freaking rent house. mse carik2 rumah sewa, aku pkir gk yg ini mungkin tarbiah drpd-Nya supaya berfikir. if we want something, we have to earn it and very2 determine to look for it. pastu, tawakkal. that's what i did. Alhamdulillah. i hope that this one is the best and dh xde problem dah.

still, i wanna tell u my little experience about looking a rent house.

day 1- i didn't go cause xmuat keter.nk sumbtkn 7 org dlm keter tu? kalo lori xpe la. plus, aku tkt diorang xselesa plak kalo sempit2. nk sgt2 tgk umh tu. tp, disebbkn certain probs, aku xikut. 7 hours they went out! just imagine dari kul 9.00 am until 7.00 pm baru diorang blik.aku dh rse risau dah. who knows maybe diorang accident ker.ye la,mcm2 bleh jadi. so, i called my roomie. she said she was at JUSCO?! and i was like 'what the heck? tgk movie ke?'. dh agak daaa,diorang tgk movie. at first,cm nk mrh gk.tp, lega cause nothing happened to them.Thank God. ok, then,xpe la. pas my roomie blik, she told EVERYTHING about looking the rent house.mcm2 lah.yg klakar pun ade, yg menyakitkn hati lagi la.
deal with dogs la..ade skali diorang bg salam, but last2 non-muslim yg kuar.no wonder la bg slm bnyk2 kali xjwb. =_= ape da korang ni.ade yg call tuan rumah bnyk songeh. aku igt org melayu nk tlg sama2 melayu, but they trying to get more profit from us. yg call2 xangkt pun ade.sengal~

day 2-so,mmndgkn hari tu aku xg. Mira swh aku g plak. then, dia mrh la jgk aku xpergi cause rumah tu sama2 nk duduk.so,sma2 la tgk.so, she's got the point. sorry le mira yer, I ingt xmuat..mne le tau korang lemas ke haper. =p
then,kitorang pergi tgk umah and nk dipendekkn citer,we found a white house. mmg aku panggil umah putih la cause kaler dia putih. dkt tanjung if im not mistaken. so, we survey2 umah tu. ruang tamu-ok,bilik ade 3-ok,dapur-hurm...ok lah, tandas-?. then, after that I just kept silent cause thinking about that house. boleh ke,xboleh ke...thennn,nk dipendekkn citer lagi. we had a problem on dealing about that house. more to conflict i think. ok, ade konflik la ngn housemates. so,phm2 je la kalo duduk ramai2. but, i don't mind. normal la msm2 muka mcm ni, right? seriously, aku rse bengang gk tp slowly tabahkn hati, 'ok rushy, calm please calm, be mature, please be professional.'
after discuss tu jgk, aku,kak nuyu,anim,mira and shiron asked about that Permai Apartment. tnya guard kt situ. so, me and kak nuyu discussed with them. mula2, diorang mcm hesitate nk discuss sbb tkt office management mrh. so, they said ad bnyk lagi kosong. after that, we decided to come back again and go to office management.blik jer bilik, kepala pening berdenyut2..sakit. so,terpksa tdo awal nk bg hilang sakit kepala.left anim and mira tgh sembang2..sorrie mira,mcm xhormat tetamu plak.=p

day 3-we went to the Permai and go to office management. right after we entered, we saw some of indians also looking for a house. they said:"try la call, mne tau ade yg nk lagi.cause kitorang call xbleh,nk bagi deposit skrg pun xnk". first,aku rse cm nk give up dah. tp, xpe. cuba dulu.so, i have to sacrifice my credit to call tuan rumah. *_*

call,ade yg dah book. call,ad yg dah bagi sewa. call lagi, ade yg xangkt. but, mostly kitorang call, xdpt reach their phones. geram gila! but, b4 msk office managment, Aten ade bg number one owner kt apartment tu. sewa-rm450,deposit-rm1100.ada air-conditioner.so, kitorang hold dulu yg tu.but after that, we still looking for a rent house in that area. mcm nk gila dah pusing satu Tambun,Tanjung and mcm2 tamanlah! ad satu umah tu cantik, but didn't realize that ade anjing. menyalak2 kat Hanim! so, terpksa berlari2 sket.after carik2 lagi..kitorang ade terbca "Rumah.....untuk.....di..se....WA!!!!" menjerit2 mcm org gila dh dlm keter. cpt2 kitorang turun amik number and call terus. rumah tu CANTIK sgt! besar plak tu.Bilik ade 4, tndas ade 2. wah!happy gila time tu. sewa-rm500. then, blik mktb cause the rest amik MUET.they had to sent borang tu before 5.00 o'clock.then,am and shiron join skali tgk umh tu. so,we decided nk tgk apartment secepat yg boleh cause nk carik org lagi kalo nk ddk kt umah cantik tuh.(we called rumah oren.kak nuyu, jgn salah fhm..ahaha)
then,again.tdo awal.smbil2 wt kejer,xsemena2 aku trtdo dpn buku2,ketas2,dgn laptop terbukak.sib baik ade roomate yg baik hati tlg offkn music player.thanks tau anim!^_^
penat yg teramat!mcm mne nk tdo lena,sakit blakang woooo tdo atas lantai. (penulis ni jenis bleh tdo kt mne2 jer.asalkn bukn dlm tndas sudah..ad bathtub tu ok la jgk)

day 4-since we call the owner of that apartment kate nk tgk A.S.A.P yesterday, dia kte bleh la tgk hari ni. tu pun actually kul 5.30 pm. but, then, she called back kte nk smpai dlm 10 minute lg.but, kitorang pergi awal, dlm pkl 4.00 cause nk check another apartment. mne la tau,ade yg letak banner, bleh la call. mcm kak shazi. pergi check,trus dpt awesome!jealous lah!pusing2..jumpa ngn pak cik guard yg kejer kt situ. dia bg number one owner plak. we called then he said boleh. sewa-rm360,deposit-rm200. lagi 2 weeks, org yg ddk kt apartment tu akan kuar.so,ape lagi?melompat2 la kitorg kt situ..!!excited weh~~~dh penat dh carik~
so,after looking the surrounding of that apartment.we decided to pay this Friday. ok,meaning that everybody dh run out of money..=_=
sib baik aku ade back up..huuhuhu..sista!sista!love u!

Hari ni!!!!-ouhh!gila!gila!I thought allowance has been cut off!geram gila smlm. cause diorang dh tmpal spe2 yg dibenarkn ddk kt luar and diorang ckp spe yg xhantr surat,elaun kene ptg.surat?surat pe?!yer...surat permohonan kuar.mohon?bila mse kita mohon nk kuar?bukan ke korang swh kita keluar asrama ni sbb xckp tempat ke????xphm aku.....TP!Alhamdulillah...xpotong lagi. hari ni due date dia. jumpa dgn pihak pengurusan utk elaun, kitorang tnya bila dia nk key in allowance.he said blum key in lg..so,sempt la kitorang edit2 surat td tuh.fuhhh...syukur!syukur sgt2....lau x...suffer la akuuuu.but, seriously i tell u,mmg hectic gila hari!kalut.... jumpa dia tu,dia ni!mmg haywire aku hari ni...bengang pun ade.miscommunication la.igt KU xbg nama kt pihak pengurusan.aku dh rse mcm nk tumbuk dh muka si KU ni. seriously aku mrh gila~~~rse cm nk laser tongue trus je....but,thanks to Haziq for advising me.
"shidah,rilek..rilek.cool down..jgn biar emosi tu kwl diri kita. biar kita yg kwl diri kita sdr"
good advice!thanks tau haziq.
so,aku ddk kt blakang sesorang and think about that.aku mengucap,selawat..then,slowly the anger fades away.

This week mmg betul2 tarbiah daripada Allah. masalah tu nk dikatakn mcm dh diarrange.one by one.lepas masalah ni selesai,ok,next!masalah lain plak dtg.and so on and so on..smpailh kitorang cube utk selesaikn problem sebaik mungkin.walaupun kdg2 melibatkn hati dan perasaan.we have too.we have no choice.so,to anis,I'm so sorie.

some pictures I snaped