Tuesday, September 20, 2011

confession

I don't know how I'm going to say this,but,I'm going to anyhow.I have to.I mean,it hurts.




ok.so,all of us are not perfect and the percentage to be criticized by your friends are 65 percent. me? 99.999 percent.I got criticized all the time.eeeeverytime.I don't really know what's that person's problem.am not perfect? sure enough we're not.am I dumb? a little bit crazy yea..but,being the victim of criticism is just to much.way down too much.I couldn't careless about this before but,I just can take it any longer now..it's okay if its just among us in a circle but do you have to tell other friends? 
sorry if the real me is disturbing you.but, I will not entertain you by behaving so damn poise as much as I can JUST to make sure that the people praise me or talk nice about me.let me say it this way,I don't give a damn what people want to say about me as long as I'm not breaking the rules of religion,social or norms.this is who I am,and nobody said you had to like it.I always imagine that you could drink your words and realize how bitter they taste.then,you'll know how I feel.and of course, my attitude is based on how you treat me.


but I hate when it comes to this,cause no matter how hard and hurtful your words are.I can't neglected you just like that.cause I already took and consider you as my best friend's lists.you should be lucky. 



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