peevishness

stared at my keyboard.
didn't know how to put this into words.the problems were so severe & disturbing.
my knees became weak.I'm powerless.suddenly the smile fades away.


abang long.
hope to hear good news from you soon.
dear printer,
please.don't gimme a problem.please.at least not now.
my vital certificate..I hope it's going to be an easy procedure to check on you.
please.


dear problems.listen.wish you could hear me now.
I don't hate you.


but,it's just too many for me to take.I can't solve it all at the same time.
I need some times.give me some times.I promise I'll handle you well.I promise.
I will figure out something better.


then,everything will be fine again.
I promise.


R. 


*it's been a while I haven't put my signature letter kan? nak keep it as a part of me but..
anyway-so,this might be my last signature.wait for the new one.