cupful of gratitude

(the entry that supposed to be posted last year.)

I don't know when my blog started to become visible by others.best la kot.omygod.perasan sekejap.but,anyways.this post is especially for my honest followers.I wanna thank you for following my whatsoever-not-so-interesting blog in your list.I maybe don't know what have interest you in following mine,right? 

because this blog was private and I never told anyone that I have one.except for Am.I don't know when,where or how I told her that I created a blog.because without anyone knows.I could write all the things that I want.without people you know realizing it.so,it all started when I signed myself in the Teacher Trainee institute.with so many things to study and so many things happened here during the foundation years made me think and came across "I gotta note this.need to keep all these." and that's when I realize that I wanna create a blog.to keep the memories in.maybe I could just snap loads of photos but without words in it? it'll become meaningless.

so,I started to update some posts.which was in the first place very awkward for me to write.it's like you are talking to you.there's someone in your soul speaking to you.pretty creepy?haha.and I keep continue updating more and more and I become comfortable with it.its sort of the feeling of relaxation and mind peace that I got.I can just throw everything here.some people ask "why don't you make it private?" I mean,is that necessary? because I believe that people don't interested in what you are posted.because its related to your life,not theirs.so,I didn't think that people will read my posts.but.I was wrong.

first creating a blog.I ask someone "followers ni untuk ape?apa fungsi followers?" then she answered (tak ingat dah sape,sorry..) "Followers untuk sape2 yang nak follow blog kita.."
"ada ke yang nak follow?kenapa dia nak follow?"
"ye la..ada je..dia nak baca kita punya posts."

and I was thinking "wow,people do that? they really wanna know what other people are doing? unbelievable... " because I thought in the first place,it is not interesting to 'read' other's life(s).but now, I'm getting hang of it and started to accepting what is the purpose of 'followers'.

I don't mind if I don't have thousands of followers.because this blog is not meant to be read publicly in the first place.and now, I don't think that I wanna make it private anymore because I wanna let people from all over the world read what I have been through in my life.that's the important thing.so,that's why I appreciate that you have noted this and came across my blog.thank you so much.

xoxo,
R.

fin

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