life is getting busier and busier. more complicated and tangled. mostly in pleasing the lecturers. nodding in front of them and said 'everything's fine' but inside you feel wanna punch that lecturers in their faces. some lecturers. some lecturers are just so 'genius' in handling things. you know like more towards feelings? you talk about empathy. but have you ever put yourself in our shoes?
the second thing is the official matter, you totally gotta be prepared with the black and white documents. I mean sometimes, handling the official business is suck. really. you have to go back and forth and at least you need that one particular day off to settle yourself with it. Like creating a new account with the bankers, discussion with the official managers and bla bla bla. they really take their job seriously because this is involving our finance. so, you gotta be extra careful whenever you handling this kind of official situation. and please, as a student, still. please. My advice, wherever you go, whenever you went, bring your matrix card along. I didn't know that this 'sekeping' matrix card could put my life into a quite a haywire day. because of it, I have to go back and forth back and forth just to prove them that I'm a student. sometimes I just wanna laugh at the system but I still keep it with the straight face.
but I don't wanna go further on this. it's just silly. to keep on angry on things which is impossible for us to win. it's worth nothing. but yeah, everything is about learning. you're just not learning in class practically, literally, and the content themselves. but you learn how people are just so difficult sometimes. with this, you know where your position is. and this year, I'm learning quite diligently. Alhamdulillah, all my so-called problems are slowly disappearing (I know they are a lot more to come. what do you expect? this is life.)
who knows this year turns out to be good?
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