and she told her friend not to cry

So far in the fifth semester, this was the tough decision ever. A test from Allah was unbearable. felt like choking in my throat. because they said the cloud isn't always blue and not forever will be grey. But at the certain time, you might face a huge conflict in your life involving emotions and relationships. Perhaps this is for preparation being a teacher at school we will never know. I must say that part of me was being mature over this. I don't wanna put blame on others anymore. There's always a reason behind things that happened. it's what people said learned from mistakes. of course after what happened I felt bitter thinking "how does it has to be this way?". again, people grow, people move on, people change. you can't push them to maintain on whatever they had. there's a saying that state "start over" and I really wanna start over. I vowed to myself not to hold on grudge on people. any people. nor lecturers of friends. how long you wanna keep hating your friends? it isn't make yourself better. you'll never gonna learn if you were creating a thick wall between your own community. I learned. I truly learn on how to be more passionate in friendship. things that happened make me valued more of my friends. I really really love them. no matter what they are. I wanna live a big life with them. and that's why the moment when she said to me not to cry, I thought of this. :")