there's a saying said "everything is going to be ok, if it's not ok, it's not the end." and this saying is pretty much my motivation to carry on what I do for the time being. got to agree that practicum moment was hell. it is a torture for a future educator.tons of works with a little less time.sometimes when you can't cope with unbearable situations, you pressured and lost. I am now physically and mentally tired. thank god there's a weekend at the end of weekdays. if not, I would puke myself in front of my pupils. there are so much dugaan that I have to face. I mean, magically, it happens during this critical moments. why? sebab Allah nak menduga orang yang dia sayang. I must be lucky ain't it. but inside it, I was dying thinking why oh why..just remember that Allah tu Maha Penyayang. He wouldn't gives burden that we couldn't cope.
"Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear" (Qur'an, 2:286)
bab duit jangan mention. it flows like Niagara fall. but I don't mind all that. all the works that I've done, everything that I complain about, I do have sincerity. I do it all because of Allah. so, there's no buat-secara-terpaksa in my chapter. I'm committed on what I do. if it goes well, Alhamdulillah. If not, I gotta try again.
yes, it is a hell. yet, it's a sweetest hell of all.
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