first crush

I finally found him.well.accidentally, in facebook.pop out on my page states 'mutual friend'.he was my first crush in secondary school.he's got a sweet smile.kind, innocent but stuck up.yup.he is.kinda bring back the memory when I was trying so hard to get him an attention.I didn't know whether he noticed or not that I fell for him.I was trying my best to be friendly with him and to talk to him but he's just doesn't like me I guess.well.I was one of the school prefect too, as a treasurer.he's quite good looking but he's too sombong.there's nothing to say so I gave up.you can't push people to fall in love with you right? so, that's what I do.Move on. =)

this says it all

I know you're still out there.somewhere.

i know you might not read this but.i want to post it anyhow.i want to thank you for being my best friend.thanks for everything that you have done for me.you made me laugh.smile.and cried.thanks again.hope you're having a good life out there.hope you're doing fine.you have been kind for me.we might not see each other again.i won't regret that.if i could wish one thing, i'd hear you call my name.sometimes, i smile like an idiot whenever you cross my mind.i still remember the first day i met you.so, thank you.