I Believe in myself =)

there are some good advantages that i got for studying in this Campus..i mean for involving to be a teacher. Before this, i always put on -ve feelings on myself. i was totally not confident to myself even though some of my friends said i was ok. when i was at school, i couldn't talk confidently in front of public and always shy to point out my suggestion. but, after i came here, i found that i am more confident and believe in myself that i can do it! i'm not afraid to receive a +ve and -ve comments from my friends. i mean, it doesnt effect me overall~~ 

well, maybe i becoming more matured and slowly know how to handle things properly. this 1st of April 2010, i have Public Speaking Competition, i hope i can do it well. before this, i never participate in Public Speaking..because for me, public speaking is all about the bravery, knowledge, confident and so on. i dont have that kinda things. but, i whispered to my little heart: 'come on Rushy! you can do it, even though you never do this before..take is as a new thing for you and new experience.' i dont really care what people are gonna say about me...i just dont care. you only see what i choose to show, so dont be sooooooooooooooo quick to judge me. sometimes it is gooood to syok sendiri...(i said sometimes ok, not ALWAYS) why is that?

because if you have that kind of stuff, you will feel more 'like-i-care'.....ahahaha..you know what i mean right? okey, for example....if you want to speak in front of a crowd, see them as nothing and say it out loud whats in your mind. it's working! i've tried it before. but, you also must know what is your role..so that you do not just bang!bang!bang!