A little some advice for me and for you......

i just finished my class. but, i still got some things to do..after this, i have a public speaking competition and choral speaking practice. it such a tiring day for me. well~ almost everyday! actually, i still in dilemma whether i want to participate in public speaking or not. because i tell you what..before this, i never participate in any kind of these competition except for drama in English and choral speaking. when, i came here, suddenly i qualified to the next round! seems like i can do that after all. but, i never want to try on myself. so, now...it comes to the semifinal of Public speaking..and i'm sure that you know if it comes to SEMIFINAL, the contestants are mostly the BRILLIANT students who can speaks flawlessly and confidently. compared with me...i'm small, tiny with slow flu-voice..i think they will look at me in blindfolded. they can kick off me easily. 

i know that i will embarrassing myself if i cannot go to the final..but, all i know is, IT IS my RESPONSIBILITY to participate in any events that lecturers make for me. i mean, at least we should appreciate their job and hard work for done a lot of things for us to improve our English. yes, i know my grammar is freaking and awfully bad but, i have some spirits which push me to do it. what are that spirits? CONFIDENCE AND ENCOURAGEMENT. i am a TESL student, so i must show that im a TESL student. so, if you are not participate in any kind of activities that our lecturers make. then, who are you? i mean, if you are the Tesl students, show that you are the TESLIANS. but, how come you call yourself as TESLIANS when you do not have confident at all to speak in public? or even afraid to participate in this such activity.. and then you want our lecturers sigh like a chime that flies for those who absent? i dont wanna be a part of that sigh. 


so, my advice to all teslians and MYSELF..


1) show some confidence
2) speaks in English depend on situation even though you have the most broken English in the world.
3) let's hold hands together so that if we jump, we jump together but if we fall, we fall together.. ok! =)