i'm counting the days~~

Home is EVERYTHING to me...i keep waiting and waiting to go home. semester holiday is still far far away...i cannot wait to go home. let me just face it: i miss my mom and dad!!!!! even though its not bad to have a life here. but, its never be the best living compared to the name called 'home'. frankly, i feel happy to stay here and have fun with my friends. go out for shopping is my total fav, watch movies. there are lots of thing that i can't do if i go home. but, i feel empty..they maybe always see me smiling, grinning, laughing and so on...but,i feel something is not right here. i feel annoying to myself.i don't know why....

i want to do what i want...not being control my someone else. i feel really annoying when somebody trying to look good and always comment about me..try to show that they're always right and i have to follow them. i feel like just want to puke! you see...life is not only about you...its about US! trying to look good doesn't mean that you're so damn good...you're just pretend to be someone else and refuse to be yourself.  so, be great, be yourself and be thankful from what you have..  =)