Just be patience and take a deep breath~~

i must say that this week i have a quiet messy week in my life, and it's really test my faith. i feel alone, depressed, confuse, especially when i want to finish up assignments. i don't want to say but why there are some lecturers don't want to understand out sticky situation sometimes? they just want what they want..but, do they ever understand us? sometimes, i feel really angry because every time if we want to voice out our opinion, they try on and on to make sure that we ARE wrong in many cases. i seriously don't understand. why don't they lend their ears for at least 1-2 minutes on our opinion and sometimes can you please accept our opinion....

i have done my Basic Mathematics presentation last Thursday. for me, i was satisfied for that i have done because i was soo damn struggling to find that FREAKING non routine problems. so, there is no point to look back and regret it. it was fine. even though my ears couldn't stand to hear the awful and heart breaking comments from my lecturer. i just pretend to be a deaf person for a while. so, that it won't broke my heart much. what i really mean is, yes, you can comment me for what that i have presented but could you please comment after i finish my presentation. in my point of view, it is not really nice to interrupt blindfolded. for me, it's annoying. 

Compare to my Language Development presentation today, i confidently say that it was double really good than my B.mth presentation because there was no interruption at all! i can say what i want and voice out my opinion confidently. i was really satisfied with my presentation. i could see my lecturer listen carefully for what i said and she did not interrupt! then, when there is no interruption....we didn't waste lots of time. so, everything had been done quickly. that is why WE DON'T INTERRUPT WHEN THERE IS A PRESENTATION except if you have question to ask. it's quiet rude you see~~ and sometimes they didn't realize that they have broken and disappointed many students through their comments and irritating critics. and i don't wanna be a future teacher with that attitude. well, i can take this as a lesson for my next challenge and experience. take a deep breath and PATIENCE is a must!