JuSt eNjOy tHe ShOw~~

Frankly, i wanna tell you something that quite annoy me. i don't know why some of my friends said that I'm too honest and straight. do i look like one? or they just wanna make fun of me? i'm confuse...sometimes i just laughing along with them because i thought it just one of the joke to fool me around. but, things getting more serious and they can even label me as 'Lurus bendul' now. well, honestly i'm not comfortable with that-so-called name. sometimes, its getting through my nerves because of that. but, let me tell you something...i hate to fight because of that silly things. so, i just shut my mouth and smile. even thought i feel so stupid, but i think better i keep the things to be that way...ok! they don't really know the real me yet. so, let me just enjoy my own show..


i'm totally different here rather than myself at home. i don't easily accept something that i dislike. but, here...i don't why i easily to accept anything until they can make fun of me. i always trust them every single word. i thought that it was not a joke, but finally they crack into laugh and let me with my blur face..sooo annoying... but, just like i said before, let me just accept and accept because i don't want my life here to be gloomy and miserable because of this. well, at least only my cousins and my family know the real me..and i'm cool with that!huhu..rather than reveal who i really are here..it's not good. here, i want to be a teacher, i wanna learn how to accept the culture and not create my own culture that will get -ve feedback. i see people here try to show what they got and never thinking that they carry the name of IPGM..some of them do not show at all that they are teachers in the future...more like artist wanna be if you ask me~~ 

sometimes i smile alone or laugh alone in my heart because i feel funny of their behaviors. yes, i know that you wanna look beautiful and wanted boys glance at you but like lecturers said: when you go out from this Campus, everybody will look at you as teachers especially when you waiting for taxi in front of the campus main gate. so, let me just enjoy the show and i only show what i choose to show... =) p/s: i LOVE to take pics..huhu