okey...i think i have been a stalker right now without noticing it. i also don't why suddenly i'm being a stalker to someone in Facebook and it is totally outrageous RIDICULOUS!!! I don't know what happen to myself! uughhh...................i have been a such stupid person. why i want to open his Fb and see all his photos? and that is stupid..yea i know he's kinda cute but it's all useless...it brings nothing to me. i'm wasting my time...totally....i think i don't want to think why he adds me. maybe it is just for fun. i don't know him. okey Rushy...calm...calm....take it easy...don't think about him anymore. so, let's think open Barneys website is more interesting than open his Fb...Ya Allah....what am i doing.....Alhamdulillah...I realize quickly..and it's not gone too far. If not, maybe i will have been chatting with him and get to know each other and that's! can bring a lot of trouble to my faith...that is why i need to maintain! and hold on tight...tight!
i don't wanna be a STALKER anymore..ever~i gotta keep strong..i know i can do this. Okey, think again about your first intention to come here. come here for study, not for finding lover...c'mon...i will think about my parents. they put very high hope to me. and i don't wanna make them sad. okey, i think i can handle it. i'll try to ignore 'LOVEY-DOVEY' thing.
wow, now i understand why some of people are just sooooo happy with their partners..soo, this is how it feels like..but, it's not for eternal. it's just a temporary moment. so, i'd rather choose eternal one, Allah s.w.t's Love...and that is the real LOVE~~
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