They'Re wAiTiNg For Me

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS AND THE MOST MERCIFUL

feel quiet touch with my niece, Nur Amalina Yahya because she’s already asked money from her father as an award cause she’s got quiet awesome matrik result, 3.9..and she’s waiting for my homecoming this June! And I also can’t wait to hug her….! When we talk on phone, she’ll say her life is boring without me and they don’t have any mood to go out. I know, if I were in their place, I’ll be like ‘em. Cause I had experience that. When I was on holiday, they didn’t have holiday and that was really boring moment in my life. When you go out, you walk with the noisy crowd and yet, you still feel lonely.  When you were young, you think you and your friends or whatever will never change and it will keep it that way but actually, it’s not. When you grow older and older, the relationship between you and friends will far apart even though you don’t want this happen. And sometimes you wish that you can hold on time and go back at the past time. But, I accept Allah’s Will cause only He knows the best. I still remember before SPM exam, we gathered in my bedroom, we laughed cause we imagined what type of cars we will drive in the future and what type of job we will get. Shared our ambition and love story, we talked and talked about what was going to happen next when we got our SPM result and we talked and talked until we cried together. She had advice me a lot before the big exam and that was enough to wake me up and it’s like a wake up call for me. I miss that girl soo much…seriously, we’ve never been far apart with each other…every weekend, our family will gather around and spending our quality time together and my sister always come and visit us every weekend…we have been close since we were kid. Some people said, it’s pretty weird because I have cousins who are the same age. But, I don’t even care. To have same age nieces like me are really ‘special award’ for me from Allah s.w.t, He knows the best!

Anyway, I still want to talk about my niece. Every time when we talk to each other in the phone. We will get excited and can’t wait to gather around like we always do. And after that we sigh……cuz’ we only can talk in the phone and it is really not satisfied at all because I don’t know what her face expression when she talks to me at that time.. I think it will be more understand if I put friends forever lyric here to show that how close we are together…I mean not only with her…but all my cousins…eyna,eyla,kak yong, and nabila…

Friends forever

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change.

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back

No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say you better say it right now cause you don’t have another day

Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn’t know much of love but it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real cool

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We’d get so excited, we’d get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair

And this is how it feels….

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

Well, that is actually only a half of the lyric….cause I think that parts are really connected to us. But, this holiday, I’ll miss my friends here….they also have helping me a lot to SURVIVE in this campus. Thanks guys! You’re great! =))