typical weekend

there's nothing much craziest things happen this weekend except for organizing my English Studies file. it is ridiculous mess going on in my room..don't know which one must put in together. my roommate got her Lujnah program at Tempurung Cave and hope that she has some fun there. it must be pleasant to go there. feel like want to go there but well...seems like i can't..so...just laying in my room and do my work. sounds like lame, but...well, student's life. can't be more lame than anything. +sigh+

plus, i'm thinking about something else. my father...is at Kuala Lumpur right now. my brother just got a job. so, he wants to sent my brother at Shah Alam. i hope that he's happy with his new job. Alhamdulillah..really really grateful to Allah s.w.t. cuz' finally he got a job. before this, my father always worries about him because his age is already 23 but still can't find a single job. so, he's quite worry. (btw, thanks Am for correcting me..i'm trying to say quite not quiet..confusing right? put a grammar lesson a little bit: quite=lebih kurang while quiet=senyap)


okay! back to my story...so..yup..my father feels worries bout that job thingy. my brother also worries cuz' before got that job, he already search every where but the result is nothing..he went to my kak yah's home, Ampang,K.L. Then, my kak na's home, Temerloh, Pahang..Alhamdulillah..now, he's got a job. i can go to Shah Alam sometimes to visit him. since, my father, sisters and brothers are already in Kuala Lumpur....i really want them to come and visit me cuz' since i stay here. nobody comes to visit me cuz Kelantan is so far away to head up here. so, that is reasonable reason why the can't visit me. pathetic...i almost in tears cuz' feel touchy when something is near to you but you can't touch..you know what i mean right~~ but, i just hold up my tears and don't let any tears run through my cheeks..so, i just continue my work.sometimes, when i think back..i'm the only person who study in place that nobody knows me. i mean, i don't have any heir or family here. so, it's quite lonesome. compared with my other nieces...Eyna=study at UITM, Puncak Alam...she got my brother staying there..Kak Yong=study at USM, Penang..she got my auntie. me? it's okey...i got Allah...

but i feel quite sad because they can't come and visit me. All my brothers and sisters go to Shah Alam to sent my brother there. so, i feel happy for him..i miss him...i miss my brother. he always besides me when i need some help. and i appreciate what he had done to me. buying a broadband for me, teach me..when i was a kid, i always beat him. badly, i guess..sit at his back and pretend that he was a horse. cuz' he's always bugging me. calling  me 'fakir miskin' whatsoever...like to tease me. but, he has been a best brother for me. he's the only brother than i close to compare with my oldest brother. strict and totally not fun at all. what i'm really happy when he got the job is because before this, he made promise that he wanted to take me to one place which got a fake snow there..in KL if i'm not mistaken. so, that's why....huhuhu...a deal is a deal..cannot take it back. Take a guess..which one is my bro? have fun with a new job bro!   ^_^