the last joy (for now)

it's even more nerve wrecking whenever I thought about the practicum next month.have I prepared? mentally and physically?to enter the class full with different kinds of kids? it's a bummer to think over that.but, preparing myself to be an educator, I can't escape. even run as fast as I could or live a earthworm hole sekali pun. I can't escape. but the holiday, I try to make it as joyous as I can. yesterday I went to Suria KLCC with Kak Yong. We shopped there.we stayed hours and hours at Kinokuniya Bookstore cause it was almost felt like a library. People sat on the floors ever corners of the side at Kino. I even took my wedges off.tired of standing and walking around.perks of being a short person memang macam ni. you can't survive without heels or wedges. they're being a real helper to me. then, I bought Vincci Tote Bag for practicum.kononnye la.for practicum. for this time being, this always being a reason why I shopped. why? practicum. I need shoes for practicum, I need handbags for practicum, I need new baju kurung for practicum bla bla bla...those are just craps. you don't need reason why you shopped, you just love it. well it's a pretty much of the idea. when it comes to mall, semua keluar. "yeahh..sebenarnya dah lama cari tote bag ni.and this is the right one..", "ya lahh..ni la slingbang yang dah lama nk cari..yang ni la.."..haha. as they said, boys will be boys.yea..same goes with girls. Girls will be girls. but actually, the real deal was the slingbag. reason why I went to Suria because I wanna hunt for a sling bag . I saved my money for that. Alhamdulillah..dapat jugak yang berkenan. Charles & Keith is really good at making girls want to stay for about a decades in their boutique. Berjam-jam I chose for the right sling bag. even kak yong had to duduk while looking and suggesting me the right bags.haha.. explainable exhaustion I could get that.

only here I could treat and pampered myself. Back to Ipoh, I couldn't get myself a chance to breathe. with the lecturers' credit hours lah, replacement kelas lah, courseworks tu memang lah. I couldn't stand still. Cause Ipoh is where I survive to learn and gather experience. so, it's never been that easy as ABC. but you see, half of me feel glad being a future-educator or a student. make new friends, new knowledge, experience, and new perspective. the focus now, is a whole new world. The practicum.


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