Alhamdulillah..syukur. that was the end of the plays and dramas for young learners. specifically, it was the play that I was really relieved on. the rests are like still hanging but somehow InsyaAllah I can work on it.
6.30 pm.
woke up from a nap and realizing how aching my body was. it was really an exhausting day of my entire life. no, this semester. this freaking whole semester. with the microteaching, plays, forum, benchmarking and so forth. I mean, how could I ever stand still with those burdens on my shoulders? but little did I know, I am becoming more productive than the usual semesters. this semester, it's different. I'm taking up to the next level. I wanna be a good teacher. there ARE some minors that demotivate me to carry on this studying. you know stuff like test to quality whether I'm certified to be an English teacher, fighting for the settlement if you got a higher CGPA, MQA files, etc. these are all bullshits. sometimes you gotta put aside those things that could just letting yourself down even more. Just work on whatever you do, focus on whatever you have and strike for the best. and yes, be organize. but most importantly, usaha. that's the only thing, the least thing you can do so that Allah will be on your side. Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang sehingga seseorang itu sendiri yang berusaha untuk mengubah nasib dia sendiri kan? it's obviously stating that, so why wait and despair? if you got the right nawaitu, just work on it.
for this time being, I'm dancing with the flows, and wait for things that may come..InsyaAllah.
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