stuck

I hope I can escape from the situation where I don't have to rely with any other people.I wish I can do my own thing and screw them all. cause sometimes relying on people make you feel frustrated. I hate it. I hate it when this situation come. I hate the situation where I have to make a difficult choice cause I'm not very good in deciding good choices. I seriously don't know what to do. I'm not very at planning. Ya Allah, help me. I really need your help right now. I seriously don't know what to do anymore.