if you take it as a joke..it's actually not funny at all

how would you feel if someone matched you up with someone you didn't like at all. I mean, you just want to be friends. not more than that. but the thing is while you're not taking this personally and just get along with this, laugh about it, take it as a joke, that another party is over reacting like you were into him as well. well, for the record, I'm actually suffering from those non-stop match up things. sometimes I felt just want to cry having this matter continue along. it would be nice if they just stop and stop giving hoping for that person. don't match me up with that person anymore and I've made myself clear enough about this that I don't like that person how that person feels about me. in fact, anybody. cause it will built a bunch of awkwardness between us. misunderstanding will be easily developed if you're keeping joking about and obviously you think it's a joke. I mean, for them, of course it was a joke. but the human's heart is unpredictable. I don't want anyone to get hurt just like I do. I've been into this situation before and I don't want to go through this second time. just put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?

 -R