lucky you

hey this is to my high school crush.

my heart sunk a bit when I saw his photo evidently proven that he's taken.perhaps, he getting engaged already. I've hold him for too long.I was devastated at first to take the truth that he's no more single.but when I looked at the photo on a second thought, I smiled. "oh well, lucky you.she seems like a nice decent girl." I knew he's a nice a guy. he rather not to choose a future wife over an appearance. little did I know, I envy with what he had achieved.look at him, sitting next to her future wife while I'm still, searching.in school, he's always been a heartthrob to most of the girls.most of them are crazy talking about him.but since it takes two to tango, I decided to gave up cause he obviously had no interest in me.honestly I didn't mind at all.I didn't have any regrets. when I was entering form 4 till form 5. I was able to get him over my head.and it was worth fighting for.I got flying colors in my SPM certificate.one of the thing la.

but what I really wanted to say here is I'm happy for him.I really do. well, he did not being too choosy of picking a future wife.I mean, it's just good to knowing that. another thing that I was thankful was,thank god he did not chose that miss-all-perfect-prefect girl at school. cause it really annoyed to look at her selling people that he's hers.it seemed pathetic and I felt sorry for her.I know because I was a prefect once, he was a prefect. you may think I signed up to be prefect because of him right? no. I did it because my soulsister was a prefect once in elementary, so, I was curious what does it feel like to be a prefect.and that's when all the story of me and him started.

I'm not gonna cry over losing a crush.pfft.in fact, it seemed rather immature to handle an emotion like this.I'm 22 already.not getting any younger.no need to be deep emotional.but this piece is to convey how we would grow love, keep it in our hearts, and how we would take it or leave it or perhaps, congratulate it. 

but anyway, I just wanted to say it again, lucky you.I bet she's one of the lucky girl.makes that nice girl happy, treat her like you treat your mother.and congratulations. May Allah bless both of you. :)

-rushy