I don't know what the hell is wrong with me this few days.it's like the devil has taken my smile away, washed away my happiness, and all I do is faking..I reflect myself in the mirror and looked at that frown face.where was the smile? where was the normal face of doing anything? it turned out that the clock flickered at night, till 1.00 am in the morning, I still couldn't sleep. staring blankly up to the ceiling. I thought my homesick has gone worse or having a mood swing cause I really didn't live my life for a moment. I give a damn to everything I think. this is like the verge of breaking down. when you think your life is all right but it's not. that's how I feel right now.if I were a seashell then I would empty in the inside. this whole thing is a mess. it's like I've messed up my life. I've destroy everything that I wanted to be. everything seems to fall apart. I'm lost, I didn't find myself. I don't know what cause it. was I expecting too much till I'm stressing myself out? I really don't know..I can't pull trough what has got into me.
I don't know when it's going to be all right again..help me Ya Allah..
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