The last but not least

Everything seems to move faster and so quick. I couldn’t grab my own expectations this year. There were some moments that I wish time move faster or slower but, this is too quick. 2014 would be my final year in IPG Ipoh and that’s it. I’m off. But waiting for that moment to be over, it takes so many things to cover. Action Research and viva. Those two things are hell for every senior who face this. I’m not sure whether I have done well enough but I’m trying to finish this remaining of my study with well, a little bit of bliss and perhaps, a little bit of luck?

 Anyway, not forgetting about the age. 23 this year and still, counting. And searching. Mak and ayah start to swift their gazes at me but no pressure, I won’t find any. Cuz I don’t know HOW. But seriously, I really want my happy ending. I’m pretty sure all of u out there who kinda always read my blog (perasan) would notice why I stressed on the happy ending soo soo much. I’m kinda waiting for ‘magical’ moment happen to me. Even though I don’t really know how ‘waiting for magical things to happen’ works but, yup still hoping. IF I still failed to find any then, in a positive way, I still have those remaining times to travel. Gather my future income, cherish my parents, nieces and nephews etc.

you know I think I know why. Because I have some other people to be taking care off. Esp ayah dan mak. At certain point, I kinda get irritated for still waiting and hoping. There were certain moments I just don’t care anymore. As long as I have my family and friends. If that, can wait. Then, I’ll wait. Sorry for being dragging this issue until a very last sentence.haha. btw, yolo lah. J

yours,

-R

p/s: apologise for the long hiatus. Will come back for another update. (soon) lolz