Life: livin' it, embrace it

It’s been almost 3 full months I work at school and I gotta tell you something, life has been better, gradually and I really thankful for that. I’ve been always kept thinking about my blog and arranging sentences in my head, put up stories into a perfect folder to make it easier for me on what I want to say but work has caught me up every day and almost every time. been super busy more than politicians seriously. Life as a teacher is not easy as you would think it is now. It’s 21^st century and the demand of the higher position is getting ridiculous day by day. There were times I felt like burning all the documents that I worked on or felt running and get out of this hell hole but, I kept promising myself, plead myself that I have to suck it up and do what I have to do. At the end of the day, you have to embrace your work life and enjoy it. I know it sounds so burdensome (and cliche) but at the end of the day, all you want to, is to be happy. And to tell you this, I gotta say, I didn’t have any regrets to be posted at this school. (in fact, you don’t have to have any regrets at all to stay in one place where it might be for long term) My workmates are caring and supportive. 

Though I surrounded by most of the veteran teachers but they are really good at keeping the work environment alive. They make jokes, sarcastic comments (in a very humorous way), helpful and most of it all, treat me like one of their families. They would give you some food if you didn’t have time to eat, they would feel worry for you though for you it’s just normal to not having breakfast early in the morning, they would back you up if anything happened, they would encourage you if you felt so tired to finish all the stupid works given by the education system. I mean, my work life and place has been a decent and low profile kind of environment. Living in a place where you don’t have to stand out too much or compete too much make me feel like ‘this is already enough’ and I wouldn’t ask for more.

In just 3 months of working, I’ve been driving most of the corners of Muar. Most of it due to the courses, training, briefing. With that reasons, I by passed new places and most of it have been quite an interesting short trips. And as usual, when you still stick to that ‘singleness’ brand, people would start to ask you the related questions and make witty jokes on marriage, love and stuff. I just played it cool and laughed along until it did really happened, I wanted to tell you this but I’m just gonna keep this for later.

Another one thing for sure, to be able to stand and survive on your own is pretty much a meaningful success especially for me as a woman. For able to buy things you wanted without depending on other people just already make me enjoy that satisfaction. I mean, there’s nothing more attractive than an independent woman right? Hahaha (pardon me for my keperasanan :p) anyway, I could give mak and ayah half of my salary, that is the most happiest moment in my life. I just think that, always give your parents half of your salary cause that’s where the barakah would flow. No matter how tight you were at the times let say, you didn’t have enough saving, still give your parents some. I know they didn’t ask for that but it’s a courtesy and responsibility as a dutiful daughter/son to repay back what they have done to us.

But to sum things up, life has been better; life has treats me better this time around compared to last previous time. Still, I don’t have any regrets to learn in Ipoh and work in Muar. And I hope the future marriage would treat me better as well. Till then, cherrio! 

p/s: about my love life, if *us is working out, then probably because of my mom's blessing