12th May 2015
I’m having a bad day. Really bad, day. It sucks right into my soul, ripping off like a merciless angel of death. The only that’s left is my brain. I have to deal with horrible kids with horrible attitudes, I tried to be positive and not turning into monster in class but when I just looked at those little devils with their innocent smiles like they’re doing nothing wrong I felt like throwing them in an open fireplace. Is that too mean? Oh well, I went through a bad day, I think I deserve to imagine like that. Another thing that makes thing worse is when well, you know, the one thing that women need to accept every month in their forever life and it’s never been easy. I felt carrying red devils in my belly and they’re sabotaging me to feel moody, helpless and a headache. You would feel spacey for no reason, you feel like your brain is not functioning for once in a while. Today I felt like my brain is out of place, scatter through across the street. I work but my brain couldn’t accept the things that need to be done. I couldn’t. one of my students knock off his nose on a chair and bleed. Can you imagine? There just so many bullshits in one day. Half of my kids in year 3 didn’t do their homework. Then I passed by Mr. Tan who kindly wanted to give his teaching materials cause he will be retired soon but at that time I had to deal my kid so I told him ‘sorry sir, I have to deal with my bloody kid first.’ Then I left him audibly saying words I couldn’t listen. Today is the worst I tell you and I’m pretty much scared to go to school tomorrow.
I’m having a bad day. Really bad, day. It sucks right into my soul, ripping off like a merciless angel of death. The only that’s left is my brain. I have to deal with horrible kids with horrible attitudes, I tried to be positive and not turning into monster in class but when I just looked at those little devils with their innocent smiles like they’re doing nothing wrong I felt like throwing them in an open fireplace. Is that too mean? Oh well, I went through a bad day, I think I deserve to imagine like that. Another thing that makes thing worse is when well, you know, the one thing that women need to accept every month in their forever life and it’s never been easy. I felt carrying red devils in my belly and they’re sabotaging me to feel moody, helpless and a headache. You would feel spacey for no reason, you feel like your brain is not functioning for once in a while. Today I felt like my brain is out of place, scatter through across the street. I work but my brain couldn’t accept the things that need to be done. I couldn’t. one of my students knock off his nose on a chair and bleed. Can you imagine? There just so many bullshits in one day. Half of my kids in year 3 didn’t do their homework. Then I passed by Mr. Tan who kindly wanted to give his teaching materials cause he will be retired soon but at that time I had to deal my kid so I told him ‘sorry sir, I have to deal with my bloody kid first.’ Then I left him audibly saying words I couldn’t listen. Today is the worst I tell you and I’m pretty much scared to go to school tomorrow.
Life sucks, sometimes. I didn’t realise that. Well I did
but I decided to unnoticed that.
After the school bell rang, I decided to just get out
of the school as quickly as possible. It’s too much for me today. When I sat in
my car, I was thinking, how could I turn this around..how could I make my day
today better again. Half of my day has turned into a rotten egg and how could I
make my other half day better again? and then I thought, pizza. Pizza would
make everything better again. So I drove off to Domino’s, ordered regular pizza
with double burst cheese crust, twisty breadstick and chicken wings. I also
bought two doughnuts with a smiley face drawn on it. it’s just too much for me
in one day. And he left me with no reply. Why do I think that I still have a
chance to make it all better with someone else? Hah.I was wrong. I don’t. I’m
better off alone, with my pizza. I really make unhealthy living today guys. Eating
three slices of pizza with coca-cola while watching New Girl series totally not
a life of a teacher would do BUT a single teacher would ahaha. They better not
calling me si kurus anymore cause I think I’m building more muscles in me. But that’s
what the things that turns my day around again.
And so I’ve learnt one important thing today, Carbs and
sugar CAN make you happy at the end of the day. :D
p/s: Pizza is happiness you guys, remember that.
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