Assalamualaikum, how you’re doing? Hope
life has treated you better days by days. Alhamdulillah, Allah still gives me a
chance to live until now. And how it feels like when I’m reaching 24?
I don’t know what to expect.
Seriously. I just know that one day when
I woke up at 19th September 2015 in the morning and I said to myself
‘dah 24 kau Rashidah.” While staring at the ceiling. It was just like yesterday
I graduated from school as well as Maktab Perguruan.
Time’s running so fast.
I bought my own cake. Secret Recipe
Tiramisu flavour. I just wanted to make a small celebration with my lil nieces
and nephews and that was already good enough. And my soulsister of course, gave
me a present. It’s a Vincci Watch. I always wanted a new watch and thanks to
her, I finally able to have one.
But then again, reaching 24 really kinda
intimidate me. that age I believe where most of women wanted to get married and
have their own family. While I just want to live in certainty where I want to
reach my life to the fullest for now, for this age. I mean I want that but at
the same time, I’m still scared. I want him to be serious and be certain but at
the same time, I want him to hold for a moment, to just wait for a while. I
mean, just hold on for a while I’m trying to figure out myself, just myself.
Because I know once I got him, the routine would be changing most of it. just
like shiron said, we are in a comfort zone where we don’t want to commit to
anything yet. But I want all that at the same time. I want that.
I don’t know what else to say other
than, complicated.
It’s complicated. But one thing that I
know for sure is, he’s the only person that I want.
Please wait, dear you.
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