December notes

at this point, I just dont really care anymore. I dont care about my outfit, on how do I look, on the dress that I wear. I just felt like it's unnecessary for me to try hard. after break ups, going through a lot of emotions. sometimes you feel like there's no need to be pretty anymore. like I'm not that pretty. I never find myself beautiful that's why I get awkward when people compliment me. felt like I dont deserve that kind of compliment. but..yeah..I think for now. I just wanna go with the flow. hang out with my friends and travel. Go on a road trip or something. I wanna stop thinking about relationship and stuff. for now, it's just me and my world.