wondering

i wonder what people think about me once they leave me. i mean, i wonder how a man thinks once he left me. did he regret it? did he feel sad? remorseful? glad? happy? because i just keep wondering since i wouldnt dare to contact him again. but i would care for answers. i mean, how did he feel? i just want to know that. did he suffer just like i did? did he ever listen to sad songs? did he lay on the floor helplessly? i'm just wondering.