so many things to update. i just got back from 5 days course in the middle of nowhere. i just really hate having a course at that place. its just keeps giving me nightmare, but thank god i paired up with amazing people. so a hell turned into such an amazing experience.
after coming from 5 days course, its just really feel so good to be back home and see your bed. i mean, of course i enjoyed my stay in the most amazing hotel and i looove their hospitality but, nothing feels like home.
but all i could say that a week of a course with those people really open my eyes. makes me even more motivated to teach the kids, to finally feel so lucky to be part of the educators. i could say i improved on my emotional state whereby everything can be great if you be positive about it. i havent had a good laughter for a long time and meeting those people really make my life beautiful. cant you imagine we couldnt stop laughing since the first day of ice breaking until the last day. it was quite amazing on how fast we bonded. yesterday we were all like sad to leave because i know, its very hard to meet those easy going people in the course. especially the course where you have to read a lot, pay attention a lot and of course, its going to be boring and dry if the participants are like so serious all the time.
we took opportunity to take a stroll around ioi mall in kulai. its nothing much but okay la. managed to meet azrai along the way. there's actually some of the things that i like being in a long distance relationship but there are also certain things i hate. which is we cant talk much, time is limited. we cant celebrated much of things we wanted esp let say, i wanted to celebrate his birthday. its distance and time constraint that keep us apart. but there's a beauty of it. when you stay far from each other, you tend to appreciate each other when you meet. the feeling of overwhelming happiness when we look at each other' faces and smiles.
we had so much laugh that night. i mean, me, ima, shamani and kak sathia were like bunch of high people walking the street at night. because we were tired but seeing each other walking like drunk people got me laughing so hard. because we know we tired after the course but still wanted to enjoy ourselves that night. it was a memorable night ever for me. i feel young again. finally hahaha
on the way back, we stopped by at jpo. i finally realized that i always tend to my lose myself when i look at those shops. its just like going on a candy store seriously. there are just so many things i wanna buy. i mean, damn. as much as i really hate to say this but i guess, i'm a shopaholic. my best friend already told me that i'm that kind of person but, i tried to deny it because i think i only buy necessary things but then i realized, people dont buy more than 3 shower gels for necessary.
i still have a blouse with a price tag on it.
bought another blouse yesterday.
new flat shoes
some bath n body works products
body shop
victoria's secret
i bought tangle teezer that costed me rm100. its a hairbrush by the way.
my best friend said i spend my money carelessly where some people try to hard to limit their budget in daily life. i feel horrible when she said that but still, its not easy you know. she said i had to stop being so obsessed over branded stuff but honestly for me, i just dont look at the brand. i look at the quality of it. you know, one thing about shopaholic person is you should know, we always give logically reasons and excuse when we want to buy things.
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