When I’m back in
my workplace, it was just like where I left. Quiet, peace and solitude. And the
school, the people are always friendly. I’m glad that I did so many things back
in holiday. I baked, I cooked (a little), spend my time with my family and
friends and mostly did a small café hunting project with shiron and it was so
FUN. I would like to do it all over again. Last year was more focusing on works
and works. I couldn’t think of anything besides work. but then the romance
stopped by, I played along with it. I received a sunflower and it was probably
the best day of my life. And I signed up for a swimming class which I would
like to continue it again this year.
You know, when
it comes to work, I always want to ENJOY it as much as I love doing it but it’s
so difficult when the passion wasn’t really there. Which is why I always tried
my best to score on a highest level and do whatever I could. Trust me, I
struggled but I do it with my own pace. I don’t really follow people when they
do the work. Seriously, some people doing it just because they want to rub it
in their noses but I don’t give a damn at all. I attended probably more than
ten courses already if I wasn’t counting and I’d probably barf if I look at the
PPD department again this year. But the thing about it, I didn’t complain. I
was kinda upset a little but you need to know one thing when it comes to work,
nobody is going to do the work for you. you on your own. So, face it like a man
and just do it. sometimes you have to be smart to handle certain situation and
most of it all, stay professional. I really hate when people just complain
without taking any consideration of other aspects. I mean, you can complain but
at least, know things that you are complaining first, then you don’t be such as
dumbass in front of other people.
Then when it
comes to a relationship.gahhh…it’s complicated. I guess I was caught in between
or I didn’t try hard enough. I refuse to talk about this. More or less I’ve
talked about this matter like so many times in my blog. And I don’t want to
push a reply button all over again. When it happens then it happens. I’m not
going to wait for a prince charming riding a white horse. It’s too predictable
like how a girl would wait for a prince charming? C’mon, it’s the new age. Cinderella shouldn’t have left her glass
shoes. She could have taken it and run away. Go some places where people didn’t
recognize her. She could explore more instead of married young. But choice is
still a choice right? Of course I feel sad, frustrated and angry of where he
left me. but is it worth it to take your life away just because of that? people
come and go, feelings come and go. Your destiny never tied to anyone. Just
cherish it along the way until you found the right one. And of course, I hope
I’m not being too emotional on a relationship this year because this is exactly
what happened when you let your heart wins. Heartbroken (sad and cried emoji)
This year I hope
I’m not too focusing on works because I might regret it when I have no strength
to go further by the age of forty or fifty. I would like to explore more,
discover more and learn more. I look forward for any festivals or cultural
events happening in some places. It’s gonna be more adventurous this time. I
miss camping and the hiking. And maybe he was right after all. Enjoy your young
moment. Well, I do really hope that I’m not too caught up with works (please
don’t) because this year, I would like to revive myself again.
I wasn’t really
certain of what kind of principle that I hold last year. I wasn’t really sure
but one thing that I always held on my mind which was stay committed and I did
stay committed.
This year, its
more towards living in consideration, be moderate and enjoy life as it is.
Happy new year
folks.
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