there it goes

there's actually a little voice in my head 

saying that we'll never be together

I don't know

it seems that we just could stay connected through good talk and good laugh 

but

I don't know

there's a little voices in my head saying 

it's hard, it's difficult

if we try to be together 

it's not gonna be an easy road

there's a lot to take

efforts

It's not that I don't like him

I like him so much

I fell for him, big time

but

I don't know how far that this is gonna take

for how long, 

I'm actually on guard

telling myself that I don't want to regard him as someone special, too special

cause I'm gonna have a hard time to let him go later

but as far as I'm concern

I don't mind

I don't mind at all 

having him

to know him

he's has been a great guy, funny, decent

if we weren't meant to be with each other

I believe that Allah has made a very special and kind woman for him

because I know, he's a nice guy, a kind-hearted person

I don't mind letting him go if I had to

we met for a reason

Allah tidak temukan seseorang itu dalam hidup kita tanpa tujuan

there's always must be something

when I met him

I feel like I discover myself again

the other side of me that I actually had but never knew that I have

if he met someone else

I wanna be happy for him

tho it will be hard for me

I'm gonna try

I promise