we can stand by our own without you

thinking about the attitude of them make me want to throw some pies at their faces.the dis-likeness become more obvious and obvious.why is it so hard to lend a hand.bukannya susah sangat pun.we are classmates, is is so hard? facing their faces in the class, I think that won't be hard.but, having a conversation with them? I don't think so.I'll not going to entertain you guys anymore.this is the last straw.last night at the hall, we were tried so hard to built up the notice boards, did you guys know how heavy that thing is? and how long that we are (LADIES) here can hold on to that boards.and WE are the LADIES have to carry the weight of the boards all the way down.don't you ever think of that? don't ever concern how we (the LADIES) are going to carry some heavy tables and put at our lot? some were looking, wondering were the guys in our class.some even asked about them and is is ashamed that other classes know about their attitude.If you lazy enough to help us, why don't you just at least show up your faces and telling that 'I'm here, if you need any help.' susah sangat ke? takkan nak kena call dulu, baru nak datang.but, even if we called,would you ever show up? ask yourself dude.if you have a pride, then screw up.cause you guys don't have it.I'm sorry.you don't have it.but,remember, that Allah itu Maha Adil.Alhamdulillah..without your help, we manage to carry on the exhibition nicely and even though there is no helping hands of the guys, Allah gives us the strength to carry on, we can still manage to packed all things up.pandai-pandailah fikir yang mana baik dan yang mana buruk, you guys are grown up already and be thought how to respect a lady even though we are not your special ones.






we are ladies,so,act like a gentleman.

kak zu: tengok la citer stanza cinta kt tv3.best citer dia..
me: ......


I don't know if I'm ready to watch that kind of drama.like Nur Kasih, Ayat-ayat cinta or syurga Cinta.
though I tried to entertain myself with those dramas but I'd never manage to watch it till the end.tengok citer ketika cinta bertasbih pun tak abis.I've never watched Ayat-ayat cinta before.people said that drama was nice and sad.rasa nak tengok, but at the end.I never have the verge to watch it.


ironically, I'm in love with love songs. =)

sorry for being oversensitive

you know what? I think I start to accept one of the annoying traits in the universe:oversensitive.I hate being sensitive.hate being angry of little things my friends said though it didn't really mean a thing.when they say something,I tried to laugh them back,trying to accepting the tease but sometimes, it just didn't work it.at the end,I will end up heart broken and thinking all the way 'why she said like that?' 'is it true?'.I don't know what to do anymore.I guess the only thing I can do now is apologize for being oversensitive.


sorry friends.

confession

I don't know how I'm going to say this,but,I'm going to anyhow.I have to.I mean,it hurts.

ok.so,all of us are not perfect and the percentage to be criticized by your friends are 65 percent. me? 99.999 percent.I got criticized all the time.eeeeverytime.I don't really know what's that person's problem.am not perfect? sure enough we're not.am I dumb? a little bit crazy yea..but,being the victim of criticism is just to much.way down too much.I couldn't careless about this before but,I just can take it any longer now..it's okay if its just among us in a circle but do you have to tell other friends? 
sorry if the real me is disturbing you.but, I will not entertain you by behaving so damn poise as much as I can JUST to make sure that the people praise me or talk nice about me.let me say it this way,I don't give a damn what people want to say about me as long as I'm not breaking the rules of religion,social or norms.this is who I am,and nobody said you had to like it.I always imagine that you could drink your words and realize how bitter they taste.then,you'll know how I feel.and of course, my attitude is based on how you treat me.


but I hate when it comes to this,cause no matter how hard and hurtful your words are.I can't neglected you just like that.cause I already took and consider you as my best friend's lists.you should be lucky. 

to that person.

some people only know how to judge us based on our ugly sides rather than think of the good sides.for them,I'm a hot-tempered bitch who rather shout at people and make somebody's cry.people like to judge like that.it's complicated being me.all people can see about me? not good.I'd rather say that I'm a human being.Allah creates me with all sorts of emotions.so,I'm not perfect at all.I was just trying to correct you, so that you know who are wrong.if you are wrong, means you are freaking wrong.If you are right, then I'll apologize.so, what's the point you wanna make an unpleasant face towards me when actually you know that you are wrong?! dude,wake up.(even though you're sis, but, it sounds so dramatic if I use 'dude'.)


this is not a fairy tales where you can be a fragile princess all the time.I was just trying to make a correction la.not that I want to slap your face 10,000 times.duh.Ok.maybe my emotion was a little bit carried away in Friday morning.It's friday, people.it should be fun, right? If I was angry anyhow, don't assume that it's a war.come on.be reasonable about this.I don't wanna keep fighting until I graduate.do you? and you don't have to be so freaking immature like 'I'm not going to talk to you forever.' or complaining to other people about how feel about me or crying and crying and crying until some people ask you 'what's wrong?'.well, I tell you what's wrong.The wrong is, you don't have a confidence to discuss our problem face to face and rather whining about everything.come on.that is for 3-years-old kids.


and as long as you don't tell me your problem,not being professional and being so immature.well,I'm not going to entertain you.go in the corner of the room and entertaining yourself.

matchmaker as a part time job

one of my friends wants me to find him a lady as a future-wife.but, I don't know whether I can be a good agent for matchmaking.

great.everything just keep hetting 'better' and 'better'

not that I complaining about my friends.but, it's just not working and not right recently.we fight a lot.we argue too much.I don't know what the hell is going on now.I'm really confused.are really friends here or are we just fighters among ourselves? man. I'm confused.